Friday, November 16

The Big Lie

Unlikeable
Keep your mouth shut stop
talking no one's listening you're
too open too loud too ugly too messy
Unlovable
Keep closing yourself off stop
letting yourself feel things you
can only get hurt by people especially men
Unknowable
Keep shortening your story stop
attempting to make new friends you're
only wasting your time
If you were not you, people would want to be friends with you.
If you were not you, you would drink coffee you did not pay for with nice boys.
If you were not you, you would write better, learn things better, love people better.
If you were not you, you would fulfill your purpose on earth better than you are now.
But you are you.
So you'll just keep blurting, screeching, botching and opinioning until you finally stop,
learn to apologize for who you are and calm down like all the other women that people actually want to be around.
You need to become someone else.
Until then -- you're a cartoon. a joke.
Unlikable
Unlovable
Unknowable
Unbeautiful
and definitely altogether
Unwanted.

What lies do you believe? This is the biggest one I have to battle every day.

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