Wednesday, November 19

hug poem

i think
if i could have anything right now it would be a 
hug
not one of those pansy
touch-your-back-run-away hugs.
like a freakin real hug where we
hold each other cause this is the 
only life we've got, we hold each 
other like we mean it 
cause we mean it. i don't want your 
hug if it's a guilt-trip hug or a 
heartless hug. it's gotta be both-way, 
you know? but i want to hold your 
body cause it makes me feel 
safe. it makes me feel anchored. it 
makes me feel wanted and loved.
i love hugging guys 
(not cause i'm like creepy or 
anything it's just that) they give these 
protective hugs, like they are the person that 
separates me from all the 
bad things in the world. 
and i like that.
but girl's hugs are even nicer. my girl 
friends tell me with two arms how we are 
both in this together. how we 
will fight alongside each other. how 
we will defend each other. then there's 
the mommy hug, the 
i-love-you-no-matter-what hug. the hug that 
makes everything alright even if 
i'm trying really hard to stay mad at her, 
everything dissolves somehow and all is 
forgotten.
then there's my dad's hug, he puts his 
arms around my head and i hug his 
stomach and i feel like a little kid again, his 
baby again. so yeah, i like hugs. a lot. and 
not cause i'm needy or want that 
affirmation of esteem or whatever the heck the psychologists call it. 
i mean we're all human right? 
we all want love, right? so 
give me a freakin hug, cause hugs give hope 
like not a lot of words do.

2 comments:

  1. wow
    this is great
    haha my eyes teared up =)

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  2. you are amazing right. and hurrah, my computer blocking software is behaving!

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