18 until 16 and counting

Weird. I'll be 16 soon.

Dang. I am old.

I do like even numbers though, so having 16 years should make me feel more rounded.

16. weirdddddddd.

I would give anything for an authentic gol-dang cough drop. I spent most of friday night yelling at my pioneer girls, and the rest of it talking on the phone. Then I woke up and went to a pregnancy crisis center and learned everything i needed to know but didn't want to know about the harsh reality of abortion and STDs. while breathing in heavy smoke. 

so now i really want some cough drops. 

i wish i had another poetry urge.

cause i wrote this really good one about love, but was depressed so i ripped it into tiny pieces.

now i'm wishing i had saved it.

and i wrote another....ill post it when i get the time.