what a grey day

I never know how to spell grey. Grey or gray? whatever.

I feel so clumsy and big and awkward and goofy. i have no idea WHY. as usual. give me some emotions but please don't bother labeling them or explaining them.
that would be to easy.

i had a giant starbucks, but it hasn't woken me up. it just made me have to pee a lot.

i sat on a baby last night. for like 7 hours. I hope he recovers.

i'll get back to you when i start making sense.