....you find dried ramen noodles in your clothes with no recollection of how they got there.
.....you spell your name "Janona" on several occasions.
....you can't make eye contact with anyone.
....showers are an excursion. stairs are exhausting. walking across campus is out of the question.
....coffee tastes gross.
....you call people by different names.
...your life goal is to not get anyone else sick.
....you are alone.
.....you are in pain.
....you are trying very hard to hear what God is trying to tell you in the middle of all of this.
rhythm: breathe, sit at His feet, trust, love, be weak and powerless, cling to Him, know I am helpless, know He is here.